Another thing to keep in mind is if you get your
own computer up and running, you should get a DIME account (and download the
free torrent client) and in no time you'll have more shows than you had
previously. Our own p'worker Jeff is a madman in making shows available to
everyone and you can download them thereby saving postage, etc. I'd say he
torrented about 100 shows this past year.
Sorry to hear about your tragedy, what a scary way
to start off the new year, I wish the best for you!
t.